getting sick!!!~

hye all...sara tnsion+stress..
ta tawu la nape..sara ta tawu la ape kne ngn sara niee..
sume bnde bwt mest jdik serabut mcm niee..rase pning kpale sgtttt2...rase mcm nk dduk tgh2 laut sorg2..tp bole lari dr mslh ke klu bwt mcm tuh??mest ta bole kn??
hurmmm sara nie lemahh sgt laa..
kwn2 sume ckp sara kuat,ta lemah tp itu knyataannye yg ta bole nk diubah da..
sara ta kuat laa,sara lemahh laa..lemahh sgttt..
ssh tawu ta nk lalui sume nie..
sara ta minta pon jdik selemah nie sb dlu sara ta mcm nie..dlu sara sgtt independent laa..campak la kt mne pon bole idup..ta kesah laa bnde ape yg nk serang dr blkg but now...:(..
sume bnde jdik takut..g mne2 pon rase ta slamt..
knape sara mcm nie eyy??sumpah sara pelikkk!!!!~
sara jdik terlalu lembut+lembik...complicated sngguh laa ape yg sara rase niee...
u all pon mest ssh nk fham ngn sara kn??kjp hepy lps tuh sedey then tbe2 mara+geramm..tp itu la ape yg sara rase..
sara ta pnh tipu dri sndrikk..ape yg sara luahkn kt cnie adelah ape yg btol2 sara rase saat niee...
sara ta suke hipokrit..nk tipu ape yg sara rase..
cume kdg2 klu terase ngn sape2 sara lebey suke simpan dlm ati..
sb ta nk bnde nie jdik complicated..
sara ta nk sshkn org laen n merimaskn org laen dgn wujudnye sikap cpt terase sara niee..
sara ta suke rosakkn perhubungn ngn kwn2..
jdik bia pahit mcm mne pon sara lebey suke simpan sorg2...
skrg nie sara kne pndai bwk dri..ta bole nk hrapkn sape2 da..
sara ta nk terlalu brgntung pd org laen..
jdik mcm skrg nie ha sumpah sara stress sgttt+sedeyyy..
tp bia la sara luah kt cnie je..at lis u all bole bace je kn..
ta paya nk peningkn kpale u all kn...
klu ta sudi bace pon tape..do i care??
sara suarekn ape yg sara rase tp sara ta pnah pkse pon u all utk bace ape yg sara luahkn ni..itu trpulang pd u all laaa....as long as u be my followers u all ade hak utk bace,komen,chatting atau ape2 je yg ade kt wall blog sara nie k..
so itu je la yg sara nk bgtawu...c u then k..bubyee...tc..:(