seriBU satu KESAH..:)..:(

askum sume..hye..hyee...huhuuu hari ni sara nk cte psal 15 August 2010..tarikh apakah???
haaa ini la tarikh sara mule keje di wad...wad?dimanakah??di Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah Kuala Terengganu darul Iman..hehe..hurmmm fes wad yg sara kne msuk yelaa LABOUR ROOM..wooo..tawu ta wad ape nie??ni wad utk ibu nk brsalin laa...dlm nie ade laa Dewan Bedah Bersalin tuh..:)..kteorg brtugas seramai 7 org..sara,azi,zila,yat,sharon,vasuki ngn bee zuan dibwh pengawasan staffnurse Nor Aida yg sgtt baek+spoting+gile2+comeyl=suke sgtt kt die sb die ni saba n lembut je orgnyee..hehe..

Fesday msuk je kt sane,sara tersgtlaa xcited yelaa kn sara nie mne la pnah tgk org lahirkn baby..dpn mate kte..ngn darahnyee...OMG!!cube u all bygkn dpn u all nie baby tu klua..mule2 kpale die ngn drh2..ce u all bygkn???mest ngeri knn..
hehehehee...so sara pon mlngkah la msuk pd 15/8/10 tuh ngn kaki yg agak trketar2+lmh2 lutut..then msuk2 je kteorg sume mcm blurr+blank je sb b4 dis we all msuk wad medical+surgikal+multidsplin je kn..ni tbe2 msuk labour room..mmg serabut n takowt gle baban laaa..then msuk2 jee we all da tulis name sume siap we all pon gerak la plahan2 msuk kt dewan bedah tuh them sumenye mate melilau2 laa tgk baby kn..mmg kelam kabut sgt sb tym tuh ade deliver knn..sara nie pon g la dkt2 ngn slh stu area dimana seorg ibu sdg bring dlm posisi dorsal *posisi utk ibu yg brsalin...then sara tgk laaa OH MYYYY!!!baby tu baru je klua dr vagina die...mmg terase mcm klua dr vagina sara la plakk kn..tp rase mcm ta puas ati la sb ta tgk dr mule2 kpale baby tu klua...hurmm tape laa..laen kali mgkin ade pluang...
hurmm so we all tgk la mcm mne JM * Jururawat masyarakat mndikn baby tuh..haha comeyl glee laaa...geram kowt sara tgk rase mcm nk cubit2 pp die yg gebu tuh..hahah...then kteorg diberi rehat slame 2 jam dr 12-2pm..sb pose kn..then msuk balik pkul 2 abes pkul 4pm...:)

hari kedua 16 August 2010...
sara pon msuk keje mcm bese laa kn..pkul 6.45 da kne ade kt wad da.so kne bngun pkul 6 pg la kn nk smbyg sume ag mmg ckup2 laa mase sara bngun tuh cume mndi ta bole laa lame2 sb nk keja mase kn..then msuk2 jee,mcm bese laa we all ronde stu wad tu sb nk crik ibu mne yg da nk delivere baby..ngeeee...:P..then tbe2 trdgr...

'teran ag..kuat ag...jgn angkt punggung..naekkn kpale..'

ahakkk..ape ag we all pon trus laju la mnju kt ctuh..fuhhh..smpai2 ibu tuh tgh meneran kn baby..sara g pling dpan skali sb nk tgk dr mule2 kpale baby tuh klua mcm mne..yelaa bile ag nk tgk kn..sara mmg ta lps pluang laa..then tgk2..staffnurse tu suh si ibu nie mneran ag..then ibu nie pon teran laa kuat2..tbe2 sara nmpk rmbut baby tuh daa..OMg!!!!sgtt terkejutt wooo..then die teran ag n klua la fully kpale baby..ahakkkkk..rase nk pngsan tp sara than je..relaks suda pdhal lutut da goyang2 da..then..JM suh ibu relaks dlu..lps 2-3 min tuh ibu nie di suh utk meneran ag..then ibu nie teran punye laa kuat n pjg kn...klua la fully baby tuh...alhmdlh..:)..baby boy..:)
JM ptong tali pusat baby tuh then bg kt mama die supaya baby tuh dpt rase dlu susuan pertama dr ibu...lps tuh ayah baby tu azankn baby tuh..so swittt..:)

then ari nie pon msuk jugakk labour room..seminggu dlm wad nie..lps nie msuk postnetal plakk..haha..cant wait..tdikk sara da mndi baby daa..OMg!!soft gle kowtt kulit die..rase mcm takowttt sgt tp sumpah sara ggil tdik..hahahah sb ta pnah mndi kn baby...takowtt sgtt...:(
tp lps bwt tu rasenye mcm 'AHAKKK!!!AKU??AKU??AKU MNDI BABY TUH???'..
hahah rase mcm tu laa..mcm ta pcaye..hehehehe..:P
so mcm tuh laa nk ctee...ehh2..ade agg...bwh plakk...-_______-

17 August 2010...
ari nie sgtt sedey wooo...sb ari nie ta baek sgt laa..tdik kn ade baby tuh bleeding kt kpale die...:(..rase mcm sedey sgtt..byk darah klua tp syukur sgtt sb kondisi die owkeyh ag laa...
then tdikk waktu we all tgh dgr SN cte psal labour nie..ade la sorg Dr nie msuk bg tawu ade baby flack??flack??mcm nie ke ajenye??ye kowtt..haha..then kteorg pon mcm trkejut la kn...then rupenye we all dpt tawu yg baby tuh lemas...Dr try utk slamatkn baby tuh..Dr bwt CPR ngn Suction tp ta brjaye then baby tu passed away..:(~sumpah tym tuh rase mcm nk nnges...
SN n Dr ta tawu mcm mne nk xplain kt parents baby tuh yg baby dieorg ta dpt diselamatkn..
sara dgr laaa...ayah die tnye..

'anak saye mne???'*smbil jln2..ta tentu hala...

'saba eyy cik..cik dduk dlu nnty Dr terangkn pd cik'

'saye nk tawu anak saye mcm mne..saye nk tgk anak saye'..
*muke sumpah mcm nk nnges da ayah baby nie..

'saba cikk...cik dduk dlu..tggu d lua..nnty Dr akn ckp sndrik ngn cik..'

mcm niee laa..SN mcm ta tawu la kn nk xplain mcm mne..sumpah sara rase mcm nk nnges..mmg da sebak+mate mera da kn..ta snggup sgtt..then sara msuk laa dlm dewan bedah 2 tuh nk tgk baby yg da meninggal tuh..hurmm die da balutt..:(
lps tuh kn dlm mase 30 min mcm tuh ayah baby tuh msuk balikkk..owkeyh Dr da bgtawu da pon..die nmpk tenang tp hati siape yg tawu...sara ngn sharon n vasuki msuk la jugak sb nk tgk situasi yg sbnr slalu tgk dlm tv je kn..hehe..msuk2..si bapa tdik tgk memangku mayat baby die n cium dahi baby tuh...:(OMg!!!air mate jgn la klua tym tuh sara monolog laa...
then ibu bayi tuh nnges...sape ta nnges kn..9 bulan dlm perut die..ssh sng bwk kemana2..sgale persiapan,pakaian,mkann,katil baby..sumenye da complete tp yg balik hyalah sekujur tubuh kecil yg da pon pergi takn kembali...Al-fatihah...
sara sgt sedey..trase mcm mne sshnye ibu nk melahirkn kte..betapa besarnye pengorbanan seorg ibu..yg brtarung nyawa nk melahirkn kte...:((

Mama...

sara syg mama...sara syg mama sgttt2.sara jnji ta kn bwt mama sedey..sara akn bls sume pengorbanan mama spjg melahirkn,mmbesarkn n mndewasakn sara...u r de best mother in dis world..i luv u more than everything..n if i hve to die jus bcos to safe ur life..yes i ll..
mama,i ll show u dat i can make u can proud of me..i wan u to noe dat i ll oweys b by ur side..i luv u mama..luv u so muchhhh!!!!:(